About this episode
Cross-dressing, chastity, and small penis humiliation—John opens up about growing up with shame, discovering his bisexual desires, and navigating a hidden world of kink inside a monogamous relationship.? PARTNERS | Make your world a sexier place—get a discount & support the pod!WE-VIBE: App-enabled toys | Use the code SEXSTORIES20 for 20% off sitewideÜBERLUBE: the BEST personal lubricantLORALS: FDA-cleared latex lingerie | Use the code LOVER for 10% offFIRMTECH: Performance-enhancing cock rings | Use the code LOVER for 15% offSHAMELESS CARE: Sex positive healthcare | Use the code LOVER for $15 offMOTORBUNNY: Sex machines & riding toysENJOX TOYS: Enjoy smart sex for everyoneSDC: A place for swingers to connect? STATS | 35 bisexual m, partnered in a monogamous relationship of 3 years? TIME CODE00:00 Shame, bisexual curiosity, and wanting to try everything while he still can04:09 Feeling “too kinky”, early fantasies, and discovering desire through porn and group exploration11:33 First experiences with men, paying for sex, and shaking through his first blowjob14:18 Secret hookups, falling in love, and discovering his submissive side15:24 Chastity, toys, and learning to orgasm without using his hands18:09 Nudist camps, swinger beaches, and being watched during sex for the first time21:29 Group play, gangbang scenarios, and the thrill of being seen and desired27:27 Meeting his fiancée, sharing kinks, and exploring strap-ons and piss play together33:30 Secret Dominant play partner and the addictive rush of risk and stress37:15 Being caught, hidden desires, and navigating secrecy42:03 Growing up with shame, porn-based sex ed, and a culture that avoids talking about sex44:15 Small penis humiliation, cross-dressing, and the arousal of being seen and judged49:59 Discovering size differences, h
