About this episode
I’ve been waiting a very long time to write these words. I’m pregnant!!! And we’re having a baby boy! His nickname is Polpettino (which means ‘little meatball’ in Italian) because my husband Billy is fourth-generation Irish, and this baby is going to come out the most Irish kid you've ever met, so he's getting to be Italian while he's still in there. And we love him so much already. But before we get to the joy, I need to take you through the full story. Because this pregnancy didn't just happen. It was fought for. It was grieved for. It’s pregnancy after loss, after two years of grief, fear, therapy, IVF, and learning how to hold joy and sorrow in the same body. Welcome to my pregnancy journey!
In this episode, we learn:
[01:39] OMG, Plant friends, I’m pregnant with a baby boy!
[05:04] How I moved through seasons of grief, waiting, and hope
[06:26] Fear, numbness, and how this episode serves as my exposure therapy
[07:49] Sharing your personal stories of grief with me
[09:01] Why I reject the polished version of pregnancy that social media portrays
[10:08] My first pregnancy and a missed miscarriage before Christmas
[15:23] Manukora
[16:59] Espoma Organic
[19:12] My second pregnancy and how that loss hit me differently
[20:17] Why I think nature is brutal
[21:10] How we decided to move forward with IVF!
[21:36] How I found out I had endometritis
[23:22] How do you treat endometritis? (Please share this with every woman in your circle!)
[24:30] The patience and waiting for the IVF process itself
[26:07] What my fears are while pregnant with my third child
[28:47] My first trimester and what that meant for my work and identity
[29:27] How I still ran Growing Joy while sick
[31:11] Coming out of winter!! Spring is here! I'm finally ready to plan for our future
